Feb. 1st, 2009

calm_soul: (wistful)
I miss Lio. And Russa.

It's so quiet here, compared to Gondolin, it's a bit strange. Have I mentioned I miss my Lio and my Russa? *reaches over to lightly stroke the belly of her daughter who's lying on the bed next to her, sucking on her hand* Lit seems well, at least. She's adjusted to life here almost too easily, though she does seem quite fussy at times. Especially times when Lio would usually handle her at home. I guess she really is an ada's girl.

Speaking of adars... valar. I still don't know what to think about what I saw. I may kill Theoden when next I see him for touching ada. Or maybe I'll kill ada for being with someone who isn't nana. I just. I don't know. I should write to Russa and ask his advice on the matter. I refuse to be the one to tell nana, though, it'll hurt her too much.

*sighs* Does anyone know what magic would cause life to become more simple? Even here, away from everone, there are too many things to worry about.